Freedom to Masturbate

Freedom to Masturbate – Sex in the Fifties

Freedom to Masturbate

My friend, Lisa at church told me about marriageheat.com. I thought the best days of our sex lives were in the past until recently. I am 55 as I write this. I had a hysterectomy that had diminished my libido. My husband is 57 and in good health. On the surface, both of us were very comfortable with our sexual lives slowing down. But deep down we were sad. I was sad because everything did not feel the same down there. He was sad because his youthful stamina was waning.

My husband and I found ourselves in some of the stories, and they spurred us on to be younger again. I wrote a journal of our journey, and I will share some of the sexy moments.

Confession of the Guilty – Freedom to Masturbate the Journey

I was born in 1960. I tried to be a good girl. Masturbation was frowned upon, and I grew into a young woman but was not comfortable with touching myself. I felt no freedom to masturbate growing up.  I remember dating my husband and I would feel pretty wet and horny when I got home. I would rub my pussy against the bed frame, but did not keep doing it to cum.

After we had married, my husband brought me to climax with his hands, tongue and dick. I loved it. We enjoyed our young years. My husband would encourage me to masturbate. He said he did growing up. I thought he was somewhat perverted. I made it look like I never did through our three-decade marriage. This was not entirely accurate.

When I was pregnant with our first child, I was so horny. I secretly masturbated. But I hid it from him, even though he encouraged me to masturbate. My husband and I were reading a marriageheat story together about masturbation written by HornyGG. It was her journey. Click here to read. When we came to the part where HornyGG talks about not feeling guilty about masturbating I fessed up to my husband about my secret masturbation fetish when I was pregnant. Specifically it was this quote that got me talking. HornyGG wrote,

I was jilling off every chance I got. I soon learned I could make that feeling happen over and over again. I was having a very heated affair with my hand and fingers. I never felt guilty about masturbating, because to be honest I didn’t know I was supposed to. After all, how could something that felt so good be wrong. Plus it was my body.

I said that I have always struggled with guilt and masturbation. My husband laughed and said, you can start masturbating now if you want. I took the chance to tell him that I frequently masturbated when I was pregnant. “Really,” he said. His dick was getting hard. I could see it was time to “unburden” my soul and bring him there. I had a feeling he wanted to hear more.

First Masturbation

At around four months, I was horny all the time. I read here at MH that others had the same experience. It started one morning after my husband made love to me. I was crazy that morning. I had two climaxes by his expert hands. We screwed. One more climax. I barely let him out the door. Minutes after he left, I was so horny I could hardly think about anything else. Alone. I pulled my panties down and touched my clit. I felt his cum on my clit, and I went crazy with marital lust. I put my finger in my pussy and within seconds it seemed I was cumming. I put my fingers in my mouth. Turn on! I took his cum with my pussy juice and spread it all over my nose. I liked the smell of his cum. I liked the taste too, especially when pregnant. I could not believe how quickly I had become a “wicked” pregnant wife. My sex drive was out of control. I am so glad I was married at that time.

After I told my husband this story and pulled down his pants. His cock was HARD. My pussy was aching!

“Do you want to see how I used to masturbate when I was pregnant?”

My husband gripped his dick and said, “I do.”

I pulled my panties off (I can’t believe what I did next. Thanks Marriageheat.com for the inspiration to be this bold).

I took my panties and put them to my nose and started breathing in my pussy smell. “I am pretending that my panties are wet with your cum and my juices.”

I took one hand and started touching myself while he watched. I laid my panties over my nose and mouth while my hands stimulated my pussy in various ways. He was watching me. I got a little self-conscious but then went back to my panties’ scent. I was getting closer to coming. I noticed that my husband was playing with his member as he watched me masturbate. I was close to cumming, and he was too.

“Cum on my panties and face,” I said (Thanks again MH).

He got up and quickened his ministrations. I was cumming. I was lost in the moment when I felt his cream penetrate the panties and touch my skin. I started to suck on my creamed panties. His grunting and groaning heated my fire. My hands stayed busy as I was coming close to another orgasm. I took the panties wet with his cum and my saliva and brought them down to my pussy. The feeling of the wet panties on my pussy was bringing me back up for another peak. I felt like I was 27 again.

We laid together in each others arms and decided that we were going to start building our sexual relationship! Masturbation was going to be an added practice especially in light of my hysterectomy. We encouraged each other to masturbate with the thought of each other and to tell each other. I told him I had lots of untold secret stories of masturbation when I was pregnant. He wants to hear them all.

Marriage Heat Note: Do you feel freedom to masturbate in your marriage? How did you come to that freedom to masturbate as a woman? We have received a large volume of comments, stories and emails concerning the freedom to masturbate as a Christian. Read Christian Masturbation Defense

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22 replies
  1. Married Couple says:

    Thanks for sharing, Tammy! Honest accounts of couples becoming more open with each other, especially about masturbating together, makes MH such a valuable resource! Enjoy!

  2. *Twitterpated* says:

    This is going to be a fun day! As I mentioned in a previous comment, my hubby was due to return home this week from a 2 month deployment overseas. I had grown quite horny over those couple of months, more so than I had been over the past several years (2 kids and several year long deployments can do that)! When he got back Wednesday morning, it was AMAZING! We went at it like we were teenagers again ( we got married at the ages of 18 and 19; high school sweethearts). One of these days I will have to write about our heated welcome home passion; as well as our 10th anniversary weekend celebration that is coming up next weekend!!!

    Even though we have already started the day off with some hot sex, I think walking around panty free will be quite arousing with my sexy hubby by my side 😉 He’ll be thrilled! He’s still not sure what to make of my renewed intense sexual hunger, but he says he’s loving every second of it 🙂

    Time to have some more fun!!! Happy 4th everyone!!!

  3. HornyHubby says:

    Tammy, I’m so glad you have found freedom in this area. I have found that masturbation is an area of great bondage for most people. If you haven’t already, read my post entitled “Christian Masturbation: A Defense.” Read part one and two. Have your husband read it too. I wrote that because I saw so many people in bondage to this issue. I hope reading it will bring you more freedom. Let me know in the comments that you finished it and if it helped you in any way.

  4. Caveman says:

    Awesome story. I still remember the first time Amanda showed me how she jilled-off, wow. Your story reminded me of that and caused quite a reaction. Like you, Amanda was reluctant to explore herself in this way, but eventually she embraced it. She wrote about her experience in "Tearing down the fence." We often enjoy this together. It is amazing to see how she builds her excitement and works herself into a heated state. Her moans, first soft and intermittent, grow in frequency and volume. At times, she will talk to herself and encourage herself like she talks to me when we make love. "Oh, that feels so good. Slide your finger in deeper. Ah, I want two fingers. Yeah, that's nice." The more she is into it, the more enjoyable it is. When we are doing this together, she will often hang her head over the edge of the bed so that she can take my cock into her mouth while she is fingering herself. Sometime she will ask me to shoot my cum onto her breasts. Well, it is great that you have shared with your husband. I hope it leads to many great experiences for you both. May God continue to bless your marriage bed. Thanks for sharing. Amanda and the children are way for a few weeks so I will have to take care of things on my own. Even now the pre-cum is dripping from my stiff cock. I will share with Amanda later how I was inspired to get-off.

  5. Lovinghusband says:

    Dear Tammy – your words absolutely thrill me! I am so happy for the genuine freedom you have come to know and experience – without guilt and shame! Your story was also so hot it got me hard while I was reading it. There are few things hotter than the sight of my wife playing with her pussy and squeezing her own breasts at the same time! I hope you and your husband experience great joy in this in the years ahead. What you described with your panties was out of this world – I was nearly hyperventilating! I can’t imagine how awesome that was for your husband to see you unrestrained at that moment! Lastly, I’m glad your heart is sensitive and desires to be pleasing to God. Tammy, please continue to write on this subject – letting us inside your “journal” and see how your erotic freedom continues to blossom! God bless you and welcome to the MH family. LH 🙂

  6. hornyGG says:

    Tammy,
    Great story my dear! I applaud you on your journey and honored that you found my own journey of self love a bit of help along in your journey.

    Welcome to MH and the ” Horny Wives Club”. Hope to read more stories from you. God Bless you and your husband and Stay Horny girlfriend.

  7. cameron says:

    Welcome to MH! Today I just wore my dress (with no panties) and got a few short quickies.

    When I married my husband he would often rub me to orgasm, so one day he asked me to get my self off while I sucked him off. That was kind of the start for me on how I would get my self off.

    Take care 🙂 Happy 4th!!!

  8. Eva says:

    This is a powerful testimony and so well articulated. I hope we get to hear more from you. I’d especially be interested in learning more about the nitty gritty of sex after a hystorectomy. Practically speaking, how is it different? Or is it not that different? This just isn’t something I’ve ever given much thought to, but I’d like to learn more.

  9. Alicia G. M. says:

    Awesome story Mrs. Tammy! So happy for you and your husband. Masturbation in my opinion, is such a wonderful expression of sexual acceptance of ones body. I hope to one day find the courage to share my private pleasure with my husband Trey. Thank you so much for sharing! God bless you.

    • Happy Husband says:

      Alicia – just ask him to masturbate for you to break the ice…and then show him how you know how to love yourself also. He will love it.

    • PassionateForChrist says:

      You’ve put that beautifully, Alicia! Thank you!

      Ps: Everything will come or will happen in its appointed time. You, my dear, just keep being your beautiful self in your precious blooming marriage with Trey – keep building those sweet bonds of love and trust, and everything will grow from it in its perfect time. You’ll see, one day, you’ll wake up and find the courage in you, and a magical moment will be shared together with your husband, another of those beautifully indescribable ‘1st time’ experiences… and from then on you’ll make all the more precious, sexy memories together. 🙂 Writing this, makes me excited for you already now! 😀 God bless!!

    • Happy Husband says:

      You are so right, PFC. All in due time, Alicia. The right time will come and it will be beautiful.

    • CMLove says:

      Well said, PFC! The right time will fly in on its own wings, don’t force the moment into the nest! God’s timing is always beautiful! I have always been hesitant to share my masturbation with my husband, Alicia! You are not alone in this! Because of his patience and receptive smiles, its getting so much easier! I’ll pray that our Savior will give you peace and comfort and happy courage!!

  10. CMLove says:

    Tammy i just read your story and it was so inspiring and encouraging! Thank you for being available for God to use you to be such a blessing to me and others on this site! Welcome to the Horny Wives Club! I’m so excited to hear more from you!

  11. lovegood says:

    I love your story!! I started pinching my titties while reading this one! I love to touch myself and masturbate for my husband!! I really like it when I get caught! He’ll shut the door behind him, come closer, and start firmly, yet playfully, telling me what to do… Which only turns me on more! But, where my pussy really becomes a slick-fest is when I see him getting hard in his pants and I watch him pull it out and start stroking himself while I finger my cunt. I always cum quickly when this happens, but he always stops himself short of cumming and then proceeds to tell me to turn over so he can pound me doggy style. If you haven’t tried doggy style I HIGHLY recommend it! Keep us posted on more of your inspiring sex experiences together! Now, thanks to your story, I must go assist what’s happening in my panties 😉

  12. possibility says:

    Lovegood, So lovely you can be open about watching your Husband getting hard in his pants and you start fingering your cunt – I love these very explicit words in the sexual context.

  13. A Better Pastime says:

    Thrilling! Absolutely Enthralled by the explicit description of the unfolding sexual event: sniffing, tasting, panties over face stroking, "pull it out", cumming on panties and face, cream, using cum covered panties to masturbate… most intensely vivid erotic details. Have read this story multiple times: gifted sex author and yet a true story told by the individual participant… nothing hotter! No guilt in reading stories like this on a forum such as this…unlike porn. Thank you!

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