Surviving The Storm Thru Faith and Love: Part One
Hey ya’ll, this is GG! It has been awhile and my how things have changed. MH has a new look and feel and a lot of new couples sharing their hot experiences enjoying steamy monogamy. It makes me smile to see this wonderful site grow by leaps and bounds. Blondie and the gang are doing a fantastic job.
For those new members, my name is Gina G. Here on MH I am known as Horny GG, but my friends just call me GG. I have been married to my wonderful husband Ben for a bit and have three children, Alicia (recently married to her love Trey and recently became a member of MH), my second oldest daughter Kristie and my “baby” my son Randy.
A few things have changed for me as I recently invested and became co-owner of a new hair salon that we recently opened. I am very excited and happy to say that it is doing well.
With all the ups, there are always some downs as you all know. With Alicia’s wedding and the new salon, life has been a bit of a whirlwind. The new salon took up a lot of my time and Ben seemed to be off working out of town every time I turned around. All of this began to put a real strain on our faith, our nerves, and our marriage
Ben and I began to fight a lot more. Our sex life dwindled. When we did make love, it was as if we were going through the motions. The passion was replaced with a “hurry up and cum, I’m tired!” type mentality. I must admit that I was guilty of feeling that way more often than not.
One night after sex, Ben rather bluntly ridiculed me for my “lack of interest” in him, and it hit a nerve with me. It ended up in a rather ugly exchange of words. We didn’t speak the rest of the night, breaking the “Never Go To Bed Angry” rule.
Things were going in a bad direction, and it was scaring me to death. Things were unraveling in our marriage, and I didn’t understand how or why it was happening.
We both made the decision to separate for a time. It pains me to admit this ya’ll, but divorce did cross my mind. I was angry, not just at him but at myself. Did I make the wrong decision in going back to work? Was I a total “Bitch”? I even found myself questioning God: Why did he let this happen to us? Why won’t he make it better and make the pain stop? I was a mess.
Ben moved into his bosses hunting cabin. The kids as you can imagine were all shocked and upset. It was hard for Alicia. She began to blame herself, saying her wedding had been the cause of our problems, and she had put too much on us. This couldn’t be further from the truth, and I told her so.
I decided that I needed to get away. Away from my house, the salon, Ben and everyone/everything. I needed time to think and get my head back on right. I needed to find “Gina” again. So I decided to go back home to Tennessee for a few days and see my parents. Randy insisted on going with me, so I purchased two tickets on the next available flight.
Seeing my parents and some old friends was refreshing and invigorating for me. Coming home to Tennessee felt so good and right considering the circumstances. Randy enjoyed seeing his grandparents as well. I asked Randy that we keep his father and my problems private. He agreed.
Night time was rough as I often found it hard to sleep. All I could think about was what had gone wrong in my marriage. A couple of nights I cried myself to sleep.
It was on the fourth night. Momma had cooked an excellent squirrel stew for supper (a neighbor had killed some squirrels and given momma and daddy some earlier that week). My brother “Scoot” called, and he and I talked for almost two hours. It was so good to hear from him. He is a mess.
I had taken a nice hot bath and was preparing for bed when the phone rang. Moments later, my momma came and told me Ben was on the phone. I wasn’t expecting to hear from him, and it made me nervous. Ben and I had decided to keep the line of communication open between the two of us in this difficult time. We both felt it was important.
I won’t get into the details of our conversation as I wish that to remain private between Ben and I. I will say however that we talked for almost three hours, and it was constructive.
After the phone call with Ben, I got on my hands and knees beside the bed and prayed. I asked God to guide and protect the love Ben and I feel for one another. I prayed tearfully and meaningfully that God lead us past this storm that had come in our marriage so that we may serve him and be a couple blessed beneath his sight. After praying, I felt at peace, my head clear, and I had the most peaceful night’s sleep I had had in a while.
The next morning after a good breakfast. Randy and I were on the next available flight, heading for home. I couldn’t wait to get home and see Alicia, Trey, and Kristie. I also looked forward to getting back to work and getting the new salon on a successful track.
For the next couple weeks, I buried myself in the salon. Despite this, Ben stayed on my mind and in my heart. He would call, and I would cry as I felt incomplete without him. Every night before going to bed, I would pray and ask God to guide us in this difficult time. Believe me when I say that my faith in God which was still strong even after my weak moments when I questioned him was the only thing that kept me sane.
One night I was laying in bed reading a new novel I had purchased. It was an erotic, romantic, mystery novel, and the romantic parts got me thinking about and missing Ben. I began to cry and thought about calling him but resisted because it was late.
I missed hearing his voice, smelling his scent and feeling his kiss. I missed feeling his arms around me and his caresses. And yes I missed the sex, I would be lying if I said I didn’t. Not just the physical aspect of it, but the emotional connection that we shared when we made love.
I got out of bed and walked over to the closet. Ben had left some shirts, so I grabbed an old blue long sleeve button up and sniffed it. I held it close to me and smiled. I softly shut my bedroom door, then slipped off the gown I was wearing and replaced it with his shirt. It pretty much swallowed me. I had to roll the sleeves up, and it covered all the way to the bottom of my ass cheeks. I didn’t button it, just pulled it around me and held it there. It felt soo good!
I grabbed the lap top and crawled into bed. I logged into MH and read a few stories, then read a couple of my stories. Reading those stories, precious memories of our love and passion, set off a lot of emotions including a deep sexual desire that began to burn inside me. A feeling I had been suppressing since our split.
As I read my story “Camp Fire Heat” I reached between my legs and touched myself. I was so very wet. The fire that now raged inside of me because of my deep love for my husband, the love of my life Ben.
My breathing deepened and my eyes swelled with tears as I began to run my fingers up and down my pussy lips, occasionally dipping a finger or two inside me. With my fingers moist from my juices, I gently and only for a moment stroked my stiffening love bud.
I brought my moistened fingers to my mouth and tasted myself, moistening them even more. I set the laptop down beside me as I opened the shirt and circled my already hardened nipples on both of my breasts. My breathing deepened even more.
“Oh, Ben! I love you so much!” I panted softly as my hand drifted back down between my legs. I began to stroke my pussy again, working two fingers in and out of me as my desire grew stronger and stronger. I started pant rapidly as I grew closer to my release.
“Yessss! Yes please!” I whispered as I continued to finger myself until my body stiffened from my orgasm. My legs stretched out straight and my toes curled. I was gasping for breath and it was all this old gal could do to supress my scream.
I lay there for a few minutes, one hand cupping my now pulsating pussy, the other with a firm grip on part of the pillow I was laying on. I guess you can say I was in a post orgasmic stupor, if there is such a thing.
Now this may sound strange or made up, but believe me it is the honest truth. As I lay there enjoying my orgasmic high, I began to think about Ben and how I wanted him to come back home. I had decided that I was going to call him the next day and ask him to return home.
I had just put the laptop away and was about to call it a night when my cell phone rang. It was Ben! My eyes swelled with tears and my hand literally shook as I answered the phone.
I believe that the good Lord had a hand in that phone call. I believe he was nudging us to “get over it” and love each other as man and wife again
“Gina, I love you! And if you’re ready, I’m ready to come back home. I have been thinking about it the last couple days and have been unable to sleep. I miss you.” Ben said, his voice cracked a bit with distinct emotion.
“Yes! Yes! Baby, I miss you and love you so much! I need you home with me; I love you so much!” I replied crying, the tears flowed like a river and dropped down on his shirt.
“I’ve got to go to Houston the day after tomorrow, so how about I pick you up for lunch tomorrow, and we will discuss it more then,” Ben replied
“OK, I can’t wait! Oh, baby, I don’t think I am going to be able to sleep a wink tonight!” I said with a laugh as I wiped the tears of joy from my face.
There was a brief pause, then Ben said, “I doubt I will either baby. I know it’s late, but we could meet tonight and talk if you want?”
I didn’t hesitate and said, “That would be great! I will be there as soon as I can! On my way!” I said buttoning his shirt and slipping on a pair of khaki shorts (no panties).
Ben chuckled and said, “Well, okay then. I will be waiting! Love you and be careful.”
It was just past 1 am but I didn’t care, I wanted to see my man. I left Randy a note and out the door I went.
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Sorry so long, but a lot to tell! Part Two coming up. God bless ya’ll and stay horny as always!
Love, GG
Smittens to GG.
Very touching story that most of us have gone through.. As I have said before,:The blow out, the angry words, and unthinking and misplaced words all lead to a real fear that we could lose each other. Once I was going winter wilderness camping for three days by myself and just before I left we had an ugly fight; angry words, attacks, counter attacks. This sense of guilt and loss so consumed me that I snowshed out the 3 miles in the dark and drove 150 miles to get home and told Lady Smiiten how sorry I was and that I couldn’t live without her. She told me that she was going through the same misery and we snuggled in bed holding each other tightly.
I love stories like this, where couples weather the storm. They put pride aside and ask God for help. God bless you two. Looking forward to part 2
Thanks for sharing, GG. Our low point was a different kind of low, but it was debilitating. Our conscious decision to prioritize “us” is all that got us through. So glad to hear that you are on the path of healing – and sharing! Best wishes!
Wow GG I literally cried reading this story I’m so glad you and Ben worked things out. God Bless Marriage
Mom,
I generally do not read your and daddy’s post, but I felt the need to read this. I hope it isn’t uncomfortable for you.
Mom, this was beautiful. It made me cry. I love you both so much and am so very happy that you two found your way back to keep our family together.
MH, I hope I am not out of place for commenting here. I started not to, but after reading it, I had to.
My love to you Ben and GG! God bless you both. LH
Dearest Alicia, of course you are not out of line for commenting here. You are like one of the sweetest hearts I’ve come to know. I so love it when you share from your heart because it always is a pure testimony to the strong, adorable bonds of love that your family shares with each other.
I agree with the tenor of the MH fam – this was beautiful and so touching and filled with love and wisdom. Dear GG, I too am so happy that you two have weathered this storm and have come out stronger together. Your family is so precious – to my heart, to MH, to all involved that have been blessed to come to know the sweetness of your hearts. May God bless it like never before! May He continue to keep you all as He so wonderfully and faithfully has! May you all continue to find everything you’ll ever need in Him! God bless you! <3
How awful that this happened, but thank the Lord that you got out of that mess. You both are what I’d consider MH royalty, and I’ll be reading part 2, you can count on it! 😀 God keep guiding you <3
Dear GG
What a touching story, thankyou so much for your honesty.I believe this story will be a huge encouragement to many couples! I could really feel your hearts cry when you were on your knees praying ! Nothing like the power of prayer to bring healing and restoration! Halelujah!
I really belive you have brought so much to MH , through your honesty, your beautiful sexual freedom and liberty as a woman, but most of all through your genuine heart of love , you are such a blessing on this site , thanks again
If you have been married long enough, feelings like the ones you have been going through are quite common and normal. Whenever I have encountered them, after the fog of anger, insecurity, and/or frustration pass, the reality that you are living without your best friend, the other part of you will take over and give you the humility to put aside your demands or needs and do what needs to be done to bring you back together and make you whole. And, it is true, the make up sex serves as a wonderful glue to seal the reconciliation. I did enjoy your description of you cupping your palm over your “pulsating pussy” after you came. I have learned to do the same thing for my wife after her every orgasm, and she will gently hold and caress my balls after I cum as well. It is a very safe feeling. God bless you and Ben as you fight for your marriage and each other.
Friend im happy your back and I’m happy that you and Ben got through this. A lot of times the lord will make you go through something so you can one out stronger.
So glad that things are back to normal between u guys. God bless
Thank you all for all the love and support. Ben and I are deeply touched and grateful. Most of all thanks to our Lord and Savior for his loving grace and guidance. Without him this all could have turned out alot different.
God bless all my MH family. Please watch for Part 2 coming soon. Also watch for more stories from me. I have alot to tell!
I love you all and stay horny!
Certainly looking forward to Part 2, my dear! And rest assured, not one story of yours would I want to miss out on. I’ll catch them all and know already that I will enjoy them greatly 🙂
You are beautiful and lovely and amazing! Have a mighty blessed day!
Passionate,
Thank you so much! You touch my heart with your always kind and loving words. You are such a blessing to this site my sweet dear friend. Thanks for your love and support. I want you to know it is appreciated and returned ten fold. God bless you, I love you and stay horny sweetheart.
<33 Love you big time right back! 🙂
Oh, GG, what a blessed and intense post. Thank you so much for your honesty….while my heart hurts for what you and Ben went through, I am so encouraged that there is bright light at the end of the dark tunnel! I’m praising God with you and all of MH for what God has brought you guys through and your marriage that He is continuing to strengthen! I agree with Harper- you two are like royalty here and we’re soooo looking forward to part two! Love you guys so much!
CM Love,
Thank you so much! Your kind words of love and encouragement touch me deeply. You are a true member of the “Horny Wives Club” and I am honored to call you my friend. Love you bunches! God bless you and yours. Stay horny as always!
GG, this is my first time reading this story, and this story wow… it made me cry… wow. Thank your for sharing this! You two have been on my mind for awhile and I am so glad you were able to reunite and reignite. Love you guys and I know rest of MH loves you guys and is rooting for you! May God bless you guys!
Thank you so much Blondie my dear friend. I love you too. You have always been a great help and huge inspiration to me from the beginning. God bless you and your sweet family. Thank you for all you do for this site and especially for being my friend. Always stay as sweet as you are, and of course stay horny always. Love ya!
I love how real you are with us on MH, GG, by sharing this and being transparent. I think some coming to MH may think our lives are just full of sex and ecstasy cause that’s the majority of what we share on here, but we’re a community made up of real people who go through real life issues. This story will bless many through that!. May God bless you guys and I am so happy and thankful you are back together and weathered through this storm!
Silver, your comment “we’re a community made up of real people who go through real life issues” — touches on one of the most unique aspects of Marriage Heat. Personally, I would have come and gone from MH long ago if this was not about real people being honest about their lives. Of course, Christ is the glue to MH community – and a direct byproduct of our being in Christ is our letting our real lives be shown in what we write.
We’ve had some people share some difficult things in the past – usually health related. GG’s being open with us about this situation is something kind of groundbreaking for MH. I hope it leads to others being more open, too. Under the MH banner it says, “love. hot. marriage. sex”. Certainly, we know that love, hot, and sex permeate almost everything that is on MH. I think the persevering in a marriage trial is a great issue for us all to ponder.
Our situations are all different, yet we do share so many common experiences. One of them is facing marital strife. Christians are saved by Christ’s work on the cross from the penalty due for our sin. Yet, until we arrive in final glory – we will still be battling with sin in our lives. When sinners live together in holy matrimony – they will face hard times – and sometimes face crises that shake them to the core of their faith.
I praise God for mercy on Ben and Gina! They are trophies of His grace. Our response should be: 1) To rejoice with those who rejoice 2) To thank God 3) To glean wisdom from the repentance and renewal of others as we hear their testimony. I see how Gina was humbled by God to pray to God for His work in them (guidance, protection, leading) – and received peace from God. I see how both reached out to each other in love – because love was their default setting, their base with each other. I see how sexual desire was not totally absent from Gina in the midst of the trial.
I am so glad that their unity in Christ was more foundational and fundamental than whatever sinful differences they had with each other. God gave them eyes and hearts to see this. MH family: We are disciples of Christ. Let’s learn from the testimonies of each other in love, hotness, sex….and yes, marriage. Gina (and Ben) – thank you for being a willing and faithful example for us. You are not afraid to show your warts – and we are all better for it. It is easier to write stories that portray ourselves as sexy and in love. Your willingness to show us some hard times shows your love for us all. God bless you and Ben. You two are in excellent hands of our loving Savior! LH
Silver, you are such a sweetheart. Thank you so much for the kind words and encouragement. I have come to really admire you and as you know I am your #1 fan. As much as I love your stories, it is the love and passion that come through the most for me. Thank you my dear friend and know that you are a great inspiration to many. Ben and I included. God bless you sweetheart, Love you much! Stay horny as always.
Love you2 GG and can’t wait for the next stories, so excited about that due to the amazing writer you are. 🙂
Nicki, thank you so much darlin! I am so glad you enjoy my stories. There will be more to come. Thank you for the kind words . God bless you my dear, love ya back and stay horny!
Lovinghusband,
My dear friend, your kind and loving words humble me sir. We have both been members of MH for quite a while and you have always been such a huge inspiration to me. Your insight and love for the Lord is so awesome and a true blessing to all here on MH. I want to thank you so much for always supporting Ben and I. Your words of love and faith always lift me up when I feel a little blue. The love and passion you feel for your wife comes through strongly. She is a very lucky woman and you are obviously a very lucky man. I feel blessed having you as a friend. God bless, all my love and stay horny.
Thank you for those kind sentiments GG. You let us see you in your real “skin” – and I want you to know that even with the ups and downs – you are adored. God’s mercies are sweet indeed. We are toast without Him. Inspiration? You inspire me – and I want to be clear that it is not just by your writings that focus on sexuality. We can glean a lot about you because you have written so much and been so forthcoming. I am so instructed by your loving relationship with Alicia. You are truly groundbreaking in being open and proud enough about who you are in Christ – and as a sexual being – to be involved in a forum with your daughter. It astounds me. I think it is awesome. You have always been humble about things when you think maybe you’ve gone to far or perhaps been offensive – because your heart is in the right place. I don’t think you were offensive by the way – just making a point of reference as to your love and humility in this MH community. When God allows us to see our weakness – and then we see His grace and power – He makes us strong. Yet, on this side of heaven we are still laden with weakness so that we never get to a point of thinking we are strong apart from God. You and Ben’s latest dose of living through this is poignant for us all. We must have the same care. I just want you both to know that you are still loved and adored. Don’t be offended – because this is said with love and affection: You are still are MH “rock star”. We can all write hot stories – but only some of us have been gifted to always write sizzling. That is one of your gifts Gina. I know you’ll continue to use it wisely – and in a way that promotes the glory of Jesus Christ – and spotlights the glories of marriage sex. I’m still horny and blessed! With much love, LH
Lovinghusband, mom has always been a “Rock Star” in my eyes. Daddy too.
In true GG fashion, what does God use to help turn things around? A jilling off session! Of course! God wod have it no other way. Love it.
Hey Guys,
So good to hear from you and how AWESOME OUR GOD IS!!!!!! He will always be there for you and for us. Ann and I have been going through our own stuff, this journey that we call life has ups and downs. We moved out of our big home and downsized, during these times God has always done something great in marriage and our lives. So we were excited, then our world turned upside down, from our businesses to our sex life.
I’m not ready to go into details, but know this God is doing a work and healing both Ann and I of our past and drawing us closer as husband and wife. We will be celebrating 28 years this August and God is not finished with us. As we pray for our marriage and our healing, we will be praying for you and Ben. You and Ben are a testimony of what marriage is all about. We love you guys!!!!!
Steve and Ann
Good to see your names on here again Steve and Ann! I miss you guys. I’m glad for where God has brought you two. Happy 28th anniversary. I just wanted you to know that you are not forgotten by me!! Love in Christ to you both. LH
Thanks LH!!!! Have always appreciated your insight and wisdom. Blessings on you both!!!!!
@Alicia G.M girl u are totally and honestly blessed to have a mother like GG nd a daddy like Ben!! They are so amazing on this site nd I’m def sure that they are super in everyday life!! 🙂
Thank you for the true story. Glad to know we aren’t the only ones that go through hard times. We have two younger children and with all of their activities and our stressful jobs we have those times as well. Can’t wait to read the next one. Miss all your stories. Stay strong and remember He will always guide you in the right direction. Sometimes we all just need to find ourselves again.
Hey GG. Long time reader, first time commenter. I know I’m about 4 years too late, but this story (and part 2) are both my fav's on this entire site. I’ve read it multiple times, since you first published. I usually love your stories because they’re so descriptive sex wise, but this one always gets me on an emotional level. I’m coming up 10 years married this year, and we've had our ups and downs. Not as bad as this, but still tough. Stories like this always help give me perspective during the hard times (which have gotten less and less as time goes on, but they still pop up!). So thank you again, I’m sorry I never commented sooner.